Over four decades after its initial release, Phil Collins’ haunting masterpiece, “In the Air Tonight,” has received a fresh rendition, courtesy of Chris Stapleton and Snoop Dogg, as the new anthem for Monday Night Football. While the latest version is all about amping up the excitement for gridiron action, the song’s original 1981 incarnation harbors a far more somber and deeply personal backstory. It serves as a powerful reminder that some of the most enduring musical creations are often born from the depths of heartache and uncertainty.
Phil Collins, now 72, penned the iconic track in the wake of a heart-wrenching divorce from his then-wife, Andrea Bertorelli. The song, replete with its brooding lyrics and distinctive drum sounds, served as an emotional outlet for the turmoil and anguish the musician endured during the lead-up to their 1980 separation.
While “In the Air Tonight” has etched its place in music history as a career-defining hit for the Genesis frontman, it has, in the eyes of Bertorelli, perpetuated an inaccurate narrative of their relationship and the circumstances leading to their split. Even Collins himself has never offered a comprehensive account of the song’s meaning.
Collins and Bertorelli’s Relationship: Childhood Sweethearts to Marriage
Before they became estranged spouses, Collins and Bertorelli were childhood sweethearts whose paths first crossed at the tender age of 11 while performing at the Barbara Speake Stage School in West London. Their teenage romance blossomed, but it wasn’t without its share of ups and downs. At 14, they began dating, but their love faced a major hurdle when Bertorelli, at 18, relocated to Canada with her parents.
Collins, in the meantime, had embarked on his journey as a drummer for Genesis in 1970. Fate brought the young lovers back together when Genesis toured Vancouver, Canada, soon after Bertorelli’s move. With her daughter Joely from a previous relationship in tow, Bertorelli relocated to Great Britain to be with Collins, and they exchanged vows in 1975 when they were both 24.
Their marriage, however, was far from the idyllic love story. As Collins transitioned to lead vocalist for Genesis in the same year they wed, the demands of his burgeoning career eclipsed his family life. Within days of giving birth to their son, Simon, in 1976, Collins left for an extensive world tour, leaving Bertorelli behind. Their relationship began to unravel as arguments became frequent, and Bertorelli disclosed a brief affair with a man who had been assisting a friend with house renovations. This confession marked a turning point, and she, along with their children, moved to Vancouver. Despite a last-ditch effort by Collins to salvage the relationship by relocating to Canada, they officially divorced in 1980. Bertorelli, now 72, returned to the United Kingdom to rebuild her life.
Writing “In the Air Tonight” and Its Impact
In the wake of Genesis’ 1978 tour, Collins and bandmates Mike Rutherford and Tony Banks embarked on solo projects. For Collins, this hiatus provided the perfect opportunity to channel his emotions into his music, giving birth to songs, including “In the Air Tonight,” which would later find their place on his 1981 album, “Face Value.”
Collins has acknowledged that his separation from Bertorelli was indeed a driving force behind the song. Still, he remains elusive about its exact meaning, stating, “I’m not quite sure what the song is about, but there’s a lot of anger, a lot of despair, and a lot of frustration.” Regarding the lyrics, he explained that they flowed spontaneously as he sang, only to be transcribed onto paper upon listening to the playback.
This mysterious veil of uncertainty shrouding the song’s meaning has led to numerous conspiracy theories, including speculations about the song’s reference to a drowning man and the singer’s refusal to “lend a hand.” Urban legends even suggest that Collins personally witnessed a drowning incident where a bystander callously refused to assist, a claim he vehemently denies.
One of the song’s most iconic features, the thunderous drum sequence, came about almost serendipitously. Producer Hugh Padgham, during a studio session, accidentally left the soundboard’s talkback system in reverse, leading to the birth of the unique drum sound, now integral to the song’s allure.
“In the Air Tonight” may have peaked at No. 19 on the Billboard Hot 100, but its enduring legacy transcends the charts. It became a cultural reference point, inspiring artists like Eminem and even making a cameo in a Mike Tyson moment from “The Hangover.” Music critics have also hailed its impact, particularly the revolutionary drum arrangement, with Rolling Stone recognizing it as one of the 500 Greatest Songs of All Time in 2021.
The Aftermath: A Bitter Narrative and New Beginnings
Phil Collins has remained steadfast in his belief that Bertorelli’s infidelity triggered the dissolution of their marriage. In a memorable 1981 performance of “In the Air Tonight” on the British TV program “Top of the Pops,” Collins conspicuously placed a paint can beside his piano, a clear allusion to Bertorelli’s affair.
However, over the years, communication between Collins and Bertorelli dwindled, with Bertorelli growing increasingly embittered. She became convinced that Collins was misrepresenting the truth. Addressing their differing perspectives on the events that transpired, Collins stated in 2016, “She’s got a little bitter in the last 10 years. And she’s convinced that I’m not telling the truth. People have different perceptions of what happened and their reasons for what happened. I’ve not been spiteful. I’ve owned up.”
Since his split from Bertorelli, Collins has experienced two more marriages and divorces, concluding his relationships with Jill Tavelman in 1996 and Orianne Cevey in 2006.
“In the Air Tonight” remains an enduring testament to the power of music as a vessel for catharsis and artistic expression. It showcases how personal pain and mystique can coalesce into a timeless classic, one that continues to resonate with audiences, while the mysteries surrounding its creation persist, defying explanation and leaving us captivated by its enigmatic allure.